faint whisperings

So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not take the initiative to change their situation because they are conditioned to a life of security, conformity, and conservatism, all of which may appear to give one peace of mind, but in reality nothing is more damaging to the adventurous spirit within a man than a secure future. The very basic core of a man’s living spirit is his passion for adventure. The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for each day to have a new and different sun.

(Source: aryastarks)

please?

(Source: leilockheart)

you held your head up kid

took the punch like a champ

didn’t cry or complain

you just dealt with the pain

and i’m proud of you

you’ve come such a long way

from a boy to a man

i swear it happened

in the blink of an eye

i remember when you were small

i never thought you’d be so tall one day

use to protect you from the world

but i can’t anymore

so i watch you face your fears

accomplish your goals and dreams

and this may sound kind of lame

but i always knew that

you’d be something, someday

when you’re happy, so am i

when you’re sad, i’m mad

and i want to find the person

who put that frown on your face

tell them what’s what and

put them in their place

but you’re so grown up

and i’m so far away

you’ve got to deal with stuff

on your own now but then again

i always said that you’d

show everyone one day

and i’m just so glad

that i’m a part of your life

you mean so much to me

i hope you know that kid

our sibling bond is strong

but you’re also my friend

and i’ll say it again

you mean the world to me kid

you better know that i’ll

always be here for you

even when i’m miles away

just know that you can call

me anytime of any day

and i’ll be there

you know i love you and

that like mom and dad always say

we’ll always have each other

even when you’re all grown up

with a job, wife, and kids

i’ll still be your big sis

and i’ll still watch over you

and take care of you when i can

cause no matter what

no matter how tall you get

you’ll always be my little brother

Seriously, I mean it this time. With school starting up again at the beginning of this month I have once again figured out and set my schedule. Not to mention that I now have at least two solid hours to write each week (thanks Statistics!) haha. Well that’s all I have to say for now. Oh and my first writing post since…awhile will be posted shortly after this.

i wish i was sleeping…

wandering around at 4 am

wondering where are you my friend?

my hope, my love, my last chance

but at what?

love, happiness, success?

of these you are none of the best

and maybe it took a walk alone

in the kind of cold

to realize

that only i

decide what is home

and to that i also decide

what i am

all on my own

I haven’t posted in awhile, but that’s all about to change. =)

"Experience is the name everyone gives to their mistakes."

Oscar Wilde